A blog entry written after a looooooong absence from blogging. Yeah, I'm kinda terkilan right now. Because of what life throws at me.
After some serious contemplation, I decided to quit my degree studies due to some problems (mostly monetary). I have to leave everything behind. But then again, Chemical Engineering's not really my forte. Even though I obtained my Diploma in this field, it's not without it's difficulties. This was not an easy decision to make.
But everything in life has it's own set challenges. Life works out weird sometimes. Come to think of it, what I'm really good at is... the English language (okay ini dah mula masuk bakul angkat sendiri, ppffftt). Perhaps I'll take a degree related to my field of expertise. Even if the loooong road up ahead is filled with difficulties, if you kept at it, eventually you're gonna succeed. "Berhenti berjalan tak bermaksud kita tak kedepan" - Quoted from my friend Encik Matematis Muda (which is older than me but still fancies the 'Muda' title. Ha!)
But I'll have to put that on hold first. What's important right now is to work and make some money. I need it, my family needs it. You might have read in the previous posts that I don't have a license and don't even know how to drive, don't own a car or a motorcycle or any mode of transportation. Normally these are the first things that comes to mind once you've graduated high school, but I'm not normal now, am I? So that's pretty high up on my to-do list right now.
Now, I am greatly saddened by the fact that I'm not able to complete my degree program. While others are happily going through it and would graduate with better job prospects, I'm stuck with a diploma. But believe me, I still want to study. People always say "dah kerja, dah seronok pegang duit, mesti ko tak nak belajar lagi wehhh". That may be true. But I KNOW I'll never forgive myself if I don't have a degree. Maybe someday..
Please pray for me friends. The future is uncertain at the moment. Now, I need to go job-hunting. As you might know, jobs are pretty scarce in the current state of the economy. It's harder to find when your only qualification is a diploma. But God knows what's best for me, you, and everybody else. Every cloud has a silver lining. So don't go blaming God/Jupiter/the Universe/Buddha/Flying Spaghetti Monster/Jah/Shiva/any deity you fancy for the bad things that happened to you. It happened for a reason that you might not be able to fathom right now, but probably will after conquering the hardships life throws at you. Actions have consequences, man.
Here's to living life, and conquering hardships along the way. Wish me luck!
7 perkara berbangkit:
I just know that you have to stop your studies. I wish you all the best in your futurr & hope you will continue to study degree back soon.
Huzai, jangan patah semangat. aku dulu pernah failed STPM *malu* dan aku reverse back to diploma. which is STPM = Diploma. things happened for a reason, kan.
If u get a second chance to further ur study, don't make a same mistake. (:
Oh, Good luck for job-hunting. and license.
ambik la TESL weyh..... ur English is awesome! hehe
Huzai, so many thing happens, right?
Aku doakan kau dapat kerja ok, sambung degree. aku sama-sama doa dengan kau :)
u will get better life with different path, (well well . aku bukan pandai english pun) huhu
if u need a shoulder to cry on, u still hv my number right? just text me. i'll find a good shoulder for you hahaha
it is always better late than never. in this case, it is better to stop now. rather than having to go through all the strugles with money and end up doing what you don't like. i dont know how much u like chem, but obviously u like english more i guess. so, best of luck mate!
btw, kita seteru sekarang! pencari kerja hahaha
aku dh lama xon9, bila on9 bace post ko ni, terkejut gak aku..
pape pun keputusan ko dah wat. sbg kawan aku doakan ko berjaya walau bukan dlm bidnag ni, maybe dlm bidang2 yg lain
gud luck bro
oh~bila baca post ni tiba2 terkenang kembali memori lama.
dulupun aku pernah terfikir dan hampir-hampir nak stop study sedangkan lagi berapa sem je nak habis degree..memang bidang yang aku ambik not my forte at all.oh, panjang sbenarnya cerita..haha~
cut long story short, i decided to continue walau hati kata tak nak . demi parents. then lepas ni baru aku kejar apa yang aku nak.
tapi, mingkin masalah kau lebih besar drpd aku kan..
apa-apapun, aku doakan kau dapat cari kerja dan one day, sambung balik belajar okay...
good luck!
Hello guys!..
I am proud of u bcz u've started to search ur own identity not like b4 diz(i'm not really good in english...hehe)
Juz percaya pada rezeki, InsyaAllah kalau ada rezeki ko akn berjaya dalam kehidupan ko..
Nk share something la (sekadar renungan bersama)..
Cuba ko tgk aku, after abis sPm aku terus kerja (even masa 2 aku excited gile nk sambung study, ak dpt poly masa 2, tapi kak ejun n abg oma wt aku sedar, dia cakap 'sape nak tanggung kau belajar?'
Membe2 aku sume blame aku sbb tak sambung belajar, sampaikn pakcik sndri pn blame aku sbb aku tak sambung bljr, aku ingt lg ayt dia 'nape tak belajar?dah TAK DE duit sangat ke?'
Seriously memang sakit gile masa 2, berminggu2 aku nagis sbb tak dpt sambung belajar) at last aku terima kenyataan yg aku tak dpt sambung belajar tp aku hari2 aku doa aku dpt sambung study.
At last genap setahun aku kerja aku dapat tawaran masuk UiTM, memang hepi tak terkata la, nasib baik aku ada savings, so lepas discuss gn kakak n abg ak, dyorg kasik ak smbung study.
See. Rezeki org kita tak tahu, kalau ko nak sambung bljr n dapatkn lesen, ko kena usaha, tak perlu nak harapkan mak bpk sbb diaorg pn susah.
Butakan mata n pekakkn telinga bila ada org cuba jatuhkn kita. Yang penting kita ada usaha n then tawakal.
Ingat kat ayat ni :
''Tuhan tidak akn ubah nasib seseorg selagi org tu tak ubah nasib mereka sendiri"
Never give up k? i know u can do it!
Gud luck my cousin!
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